Bitter

I mean no disrespect.

Today is Mother’s Day. I fucking hate Mother’s Day. Mostly because I don’t have a mother . . . anymore.

This is the sixth Mother’s Day that I’ve not had to buy a card, flowers, various bath items, etc. And since it’s all about honesty here I find it necessary to point out how fucking bitter I still am.

Bitter because you have a mom today and I don’t. Tomorrow I’ll be happy that you still have your mom, grateful that you don’t know what this feels like.

(I’m not heartless, just jealous. So deeply jealous of all of the festivities going on today.)

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~ by fragmentarie on 10 May 2009.

One Response to “Bitter”

  1. I understand. There are other mother’s in you life to celebrate though, and this is a great day to remember and cherish. I love you however, and could never comprehend what it would be like. *hugs*

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